im just a lover tryna entertain because i love, ill take the blame even though the blame's on you i'll take that blame from you.
much love
Saturday, November 17, 2007
Terrible weekend. Nevertheless knowing me i am always all smiles. Thanks astri for being my strength. Pravin boy thanks for being the sweetheart you always have been.
My two cents?
It's me against the world once again. I just think that if he puts me to it, he'll put me through it. After all love is wicked, you have to go through all levels of hell to attain nirvana. I dont worry becos i know it's gonna be alright.
much love
Friday, November 09, 2007
Finally am done with my assignments, essays and fashion show.
Though as much as i would love to take a breather, my finals are in 3 weeks time so i am letting go of the "unwinding" idea.
Its been a very tiring week from non stop gatherings to preparing for my much dreaded econs exam on wed.
Ill sum life up in 3 words: it moves on. No matter how bad the going gets, everyone has to move on. I tried to make things right, i tried to keep you going, nevertheless it must have been tainted. I do know i've got options, 1. keep fighting 2. let it go. Somehow i lost the strength to fight along the way and the hurt's a tad too much to bear. I am better off letting it go. I made mistakes once, twice, thrice i hope i've learnt, perhaps the tough way but better learnt than never.
much love
Saturday, November 03, 2007
The lack of updates is due to the school workload. 2nd year is starting to suck real badly.
- non stop assignments plus essays = ive no time to do my revision
- fashion show on wed, praying there are no screw ups.
- econs exam e week after.
- study break follows suit after that ( YIPPEEEE), finally im alone to do my own stuff.
- i cant wait for bangkok
- im in love
- dang, with snickers
- all i ever do now is eat and eat, yes ive put on 5 kgs. so what, im fat & happy.
Ill end this: my fav leo boy. =) Go figure!
Friday, October 05, 2007
University = Killer
I am swarmed to the brim with assignments, non stop mid term exams every week, lecturers terrorizing us reminding us exams are just a month away. I feel like running away and never coming back.
I've got so many things to do and so little time. The only thing that keeps me going is dance & retail therapy other than that i am no game for anything. At times when they expect you to know everything and you realise you have no idea where to start, trust me it's dangerous.
Can i turn back time and head back to pre school? pretty please?
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
Mid terms next week is killing me, of all the subjects i can never figure out how to study statistics when you are allowed to bring all the formulae into the exam room. Krissy's birthday is on tue followed by economics mid terms on wed.
Dance has been good so far. Performances by pioneer members coming up soon @ the ball.
Well apart from this, i owe m a big THANK YOU for being there for me always. Understanding me, guiding me through between the right and wrong issues and lastly always showering me love. I hope that now you'll be able to find a better guy and concentrate on your studies k?
As for me, talked to daddy about heading to australia to do my final semester there which means 6 months exchange programme, daddy has been very encouraging. Will most probably be heading there next year in august to see the place first. Besties + Australia = Lovely.
much love
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
Thursday is the only day in the week that i look forward to:
1. End of lectures for the week
2. Dance tom after tutorial
3. Fizah babygirl after dance tomorrow for dinner
Yesterday i thought it all fell apart bt i asked for strength and somehow i managed to survive it. Life's never been better. First it was coke & pepsi, now its ____ or nino. Confusion or maybe dillusional ;)
