Today's post will be a reply to my lovely:
Your blog was the first thing i read when i woke up today. Somehow baby i see where you are coming from. Its the build up of angst, frustrations and pent-up emotions. I cannot understand exactly what you are feeling right now the best i can do is share your pain with you. Its tough because you can never make up for loss time. Its even tougher to be strong when you are in need of someone and you can never get that someone. A mothers love is very much divine not everyone is fortunate enough to be loved in this world. However even though you might hate her for all she has done in fact take me for an example i hate my mum too for all she has done but down the ride, i know she is my one of a kind mum and no one is able to replace her at all likewise for you sweetheart. She might have threaded on the wrong path, never given you what you yearned for but at the end of it all she is your mum.
I am not asking you to forgive her at all because its too tough. I am just asking of you that do remember no matter what people do to you, be it hating you, being rude, backstabbing you etc always bear in mind at the end of the day it was never between you and them, it was between you and god. Love might never come in forms you expect it to be, but it comes in forms where you never expected it to come from. I have only known you for a short period of time, but you are one fine young lady with plenty of charisma exuding from you for that i am very proud of you my dear girl. Not many people are able to have an outstanding personality to match with their character but you have. You have made a difference in my life as well, for that i thank you very much. So to my dear girl even if she cannot give you upto date what you yearn for, i hope vita, eve, me and everyone else is making up for it, cos you do know you are the apple of my eye and i adore you very much darling. If you ever need someone or some love i will never hesitate to give you any. With that i end my entry: To the world you might be one person, But to one person you mean the world, honey that applies to you. You mean the very world to me and i love you very much.
chiq signs off.
