Honestly i am having mixed emotions, somehow i feel ever so lost in my own world:
Yesterday you and me had the same arguments again, it never ends maybe because you have never learnt what the definition of talking means? To you showing attitude, shouting is the best way to express your emotions. But this chain reaction of yours seems to be a very big turn off for me. I have tried time and time again to be there but now i am exhausted.
I was polite all the way while talking to you, sadly all i got was your attitude. Your reason for the argument? Because i don't make time to talk to you, meet you or even call you. In my opinion i don't think i should bcos whenever i do try to make the effort you are never free, either out or talk to you later with the exception of certain times. The only times you get me is when you need something, you're out you need company but HEY, i am not for entertaintment purposes. When you have already got all the girls to replace me what's the need for me to be there. Because to me you have never changed when you were with me and will never change now that you are without me.
You dumped me you admitted you do not love me so why show me attitude when i don't call you, meet you etc? Are you contradicting your ownself or is it something i am not getting? I have tried whatever that is within my power to be there, talk and never let you complain but you know what i had enough, because all you do is condemn and insult people, you can never admit it's your mistake and apologise. Including yesterday i was dead exhausted, you showed me your freaking attitude despite knowing this is your fault you blamed me for the entire situation and i had to apologise. Just what is your fucking problem boy?
tasha signs off.
