9.19am in the morning currently, surprisingly i am awake and blogging.
1. Economics test/Accounting test/Maths test - I am a complete nerve wreck when it comes to tests/exams/presentations. Studied for it, but boy does macro-econs have so many facts.
2. Dance performance in YOUTH PARK - Round 2 of going through e stage fright and rollercoaster ride of emotions once again. I am hoping that i don't screw up and give it my best.
Quote: If you know how to use a pencil to draw, you could probably draw anything, now apply that to everything in life. If there is one person that i take my hats off to its to ben = my team mgr in denvers cheerleadin squad/ my motivator and lastly my role model.
No matter how i used to screw up in my routine and my handstands somehow he always encouraged me with this quote. In contrast to the time before i joined cheerleading and now, i have stretched myself to accomodate to circumstances, learned to excel in pressure and show that nothing is impossible.
A handstand was impossible for me to even manage before cheerleading and everytime i had practice i would dread it that FUCK! its handstands again and i had to hold on there for 90 secs. But i could't after 3 seconds i would drop and i felt like a complete retard bcos every single cheerleader stayed in that position and looked like they were with gravity. For weeks and weeks i endured muscle pulls, strenuous exercises under ben to regain my arm power and strengthen it. Now after all the torture i am able to stay in handstand position for a minute and kudos to ben. Without him everything in my life would be at a standstill and impossible.
much love to all who matter
especially le bf extraordinaire.( wouldn't have made it this wk without him )
